Make Heaven Wait

I know I must be strong and life has to go on without both of you. There are moments when the slightest thing reminds me of both of you. Something as simple as 'Pringles' or a hair saloon. Those moments are when my tears will flow unceasingly. Those are the moments when I realised how much I missed the both of you. It hurts me so much when I know I can no longer feel you, see you or even hear you. It hurts me so much to know that I will never be able to repay you and let you taste my first official wage. It hurts me so much when I reminisce all the times we had together; when I know that I will never experience those times again. Not a single day passes me by without you both on my mind. I have so many dreams and plan to share with you both. I know this feeling of loss will never go away. I will live my life as I should; optimistically and full of hope, trusting in the Lord. But this loss will always stay to remind me of two most special people I had in my life. I love you both. And I pray that I will make you both proud. It is so hard without you both. But I will make it through. I know I will.