Wishes

When you lose someone, you feel the sense of loss. And its normal. You know that life has to go on and the person would want to see you deal with life wisely; becoming a somebody to the world. Letting go is easy- accepting the fact that the person is no longer around. And you go on in life as usual. Then, you realise everything in life reminds you of him. The happy times you had together especially, deepens that pit of loss. Then, you realise how much you misses him. The little things he did that you never knew would make such a great impact in your life. A simple thing like picking you up at the airport. When he was still up and around, you barely give a thought to how much joy it gives him to see your face. You wish you had involved him more in your routine. You wish he could still be part of your routine. You wish you didn't keep that distance because you were afraid that if you were too attached, it would be hard to let him go. You wish that he could see you with a scroll in your hand. You wish that he would walk you down the aisle on your wedding day. You wish for everything you had never given a thought at all before.